Month: December 2025

I remember about three years ago
at the vintaged age of 70 and 7
To my disbelief, I was in a hospital
cancer, the doctors said
I couldn’t believe it, seemed impossible
hadn’t drank alcohol since age 27
didn’t smoke, rarely ate red meat
no cancer in my family

yet there I was diagnosed with,
mercifully, a slow moving blood cancer
that wasn’t about to kill me speedily
when the reality finally dawned on me
when the seriousness of the condition
became fully apparent to me

to my surprise, I didn’t give a damn
a woman I knew back then when I
worked for nonprofit helping the elderly
said it was higher power, as if the Divine
had a hand in my indifference

but it felt as if somehow I’d gotten
a Zen attitude despite the fact the cancer
was hellbent on killing me with Grim in tow
and eventually with close to a year of
infusions and medications it went away

one thing I know that helped with my indifference
as now, as then, I didn’t have a woman in my life
had I a girlfriend or a wife, I would have worried
about her worrying about me and been anxious about
dying and leaving her alone and being without her.

Bob Boyd

She’s blonde, she’s beautiful
she speaks perfect English
she lives somewhere in Ukraine

despite the war with Russia
where she lives you see no signs
of the wreckage. the annihilation, of war
no bomb blasts, no buildings demolished

life is going on just like here in the USA
people strolling nonchalantly in the streets
stopping to shop at local stores

except for one tragic reminder
on her YouTube profile, she wrote
widow of combat pilot, who died in the war.

Bob Boyd

They called him a failed poet
he died without achieving any fame
he wrote thousands of poems
in the early 1900s, but none of them
ever received the recognition
that they should have
that lesser poets achieved
he put his soul into his poems
lived only to create poetic works
always penniless, starved for his art
remained in obscurity all his life
died unrecognized for his poems
some said he wasted his life
I say he stayed true to his art,
lived and died doing what he loved.

Bob Boyd

Incredibly beautiful
the sweetest voice
great acting talent
won six emmys
starred in 15 movies
won fame and riches
married six times
none worked out
died old and alone
despite her advantages
never found lasting love.

Bob Boyd

Six cats were outside his house meowing banshee-like
as if singing a dirge for a cat that died of old age
he had to bury

by coincidence, it was 12am, which gave the scene
an eerie vibe, like out of a horror movie

he was just a kid, so it kind of scared him, even
though he knew the cats couldn’t harm him

the 12am witching hour was a little too coincidental
but at least no witches appeared that night and
none of the cats turned into one.

Bob Boyd

Sometimes it seems many humans
can adapt to almost anything
bad news, heart breaks, serious health conditions
wars, deaths, poverty, misfortune
some seem to adapt better than others
genetics, psychologies, better physical and mental health
maybe it comes down to luck
born more adaptable than most
what would break others, leaves a lucky one unbroken.

Bob Boyd

I was surprised to learn
there’s a hell in Buddhism
I thought hell was exclusive
to Christianity

never thought Buddhism
would have a hell

but then I read a distinct
difference

unlike Christianity
the Buddhist hell is not
eternal.

Bob Boyd

“A naraka differs from the concept of hell in Christianity in two respects: firstly, beings are not sent to Naraka as the result of a divine judgment or punishment; secondly, the length of a being’s stay in a naraka is not eternal,though it is usually incomprehensibly long.
A being is born into naraka as a direct result of its accumulated actions (karma) and resides there for a finite period of time until that karma has achieved its full result. After its karma is used up, it will be reborn in one of the higher worlds as the result of karma that had not yet ripened.”

Source: Wikipedia

Poor in America
can mean a car
cable tv
rental and heat
assistance
food stamps
food banks
medicaid health insurance
help from social services
in some third world
countries
one doesn’t
get all those benefits
poor is poor
compared to
living here
but sad it is
that anyone anywhere
lives in poverty
often born into it
often nearly
impossible to get
out of it
trapped in a
caste system
or something
comparable.

Bob Boyd

He had eyes like a reptile’s
not exactly the same
but something about them
seemed reptilian
seemed not human
he wondered if the eyes
were truly the windows
of the soul
what was hidden behind
those reptilian eyes
unfortunately, his suspicions
held true
when one day those eyes
revealed the hidden
reptilian alien within
and those were the
last eyes, reptilian
or otherwise,
he ever saw.

Bob Boyd

She’s always nice
always sweet
always polite
never unkind
never mean
but if you push
things too far
with her
by being too
unkind or mean
watch out
take cover
you will arouse
the dragoness
hidden in
her depths
you will see
it in her eyes
a glaring flash
like lightning
feel it in your
mind and
your marrow
shock and
sudden terror
and you will rue
the day you
aroused it.

Bob Boyd

They come
and they go
passing people
don’t put too
much stock
in them
in your life
like this
world they
are only
transient.

Bob Boyd

Spoon feed them
make them believe
anything they are fed
who cares about truth
just feed them lies
and disinformation
feed them those
lies and disinformation
over and over and over
like chanting a mantra
sinking it into the mind
and watch with glee
and with satisfaction
how easily they are duped.

Bob Boyd

Too many good people get murdered in this world
I see this all the time in true crime shows and the news
for example, a good wife or a good husband
murdered by their evil spouse for insurance money
or for the custody of their children
a young woman randomly raped and murdered
an innocent, good child caught in a crossfire of
a drive by shooting accidentally shot dead
all good people murdered, all good people dead
and I cannot understand why in this world
a presumably loving God allows this to happen.

Bob Boyd

I once met a woman who told me
what happened when her father died
she said at his funeral she felt
what she said was his spirit’s energy
flooding the entire funeral parlor
similar to how a guru’s spiritual energy
floods an entire ashram room and more
upon hearing her account of her father
I surmised he must have been a high
spiritual being, evident in life or not.

Bob Boyd

I see him scrambling up and down trees
I see him walking on telephone wires
Sometimes I see him on the ground
but I have no idea where he goes at night
and I have no idea where he lives
and I’ve never seen him when he has died
but I suspect he lives and dies in the trees.

Bob Boyd

Taisan Fukon no Sai
ancient, magical spell
concocted by Taoists
named after a mountain god
alleged to do the following:
save one from death
extend a lifespan
raise the dead
with secret rituals
specific items
like gold, silver and silk
et cetera
and paper dolls
all offered to the gods.

Bob Boyd

Sometimes I wonder if individuals
in different places, times and cultures
invented the many gods and goddesses
all across the peopled planet
promoted them to the point
others began believing in them
accepted them as real
felt moved to worship them
in other words, like fake news
many people believed
the imaginative, fake stories
of gods and goddesses

of course, the other possibility is
visionaries, knowers of the unknown
seers of the unseen
could have been chosen
by gods and goddesses
as worthy to be revealed to
revealed and manifested
real and genuine

I have to admit I like
the second version better
the genuine instead of
the imagined
but I tend to believe
that it’s plausible
the Absolute
in Its infinite mercy
would honor the beliefs
the ones imagined
and they eventually
would become real
conduits to the Divine.

Bob Boyd

When I heard of trolls in fairy tales and folklore
I thought they were imaginary
I thought they were just fake annoyances
that somebody or somebodies dreamt up
but that was long before I got on the Internet
and learned that trolls are annoyingly real.

Bob Boyd

An engineer lost his wife in 1963
she unexpectedly died
at the age of 40
heartbroken, he couldn’t go on
with life as usual
he sold their house and
his belongings
quit his high paying job
became a vagabond
wandered all over the US
his way of trying to heal himself
mending his heart
that broke into a thousand pieces
trying to put those pieces
back together again
his wandering ended 5 years later when
he jumped off the Golden Gate Bridge
some broken hearts never heal.

Bob Boyd